i hate this. people being gay. all the time. and how someone acts like my mom. and their not. and i dont get along with my mom so whty would they want to act like her? yah. i donno. but i usually have such a fun time with this person being crazie and fun. and thats how it used to be. but now its diferrent. all because of something they said. sure, she acts the same. but i dont feel the same. and they dont notice. because im invisable.

yah. so i stole this off alainas.

W H O * W A S * T H E * L A S T * P E R S O N . . .
[ you talked to ] - Mom
[ hugged ] – laura t 
[ you instant messaged ] kelly
[ you bitched at ] – no one recently

M O R E * Q U E S T i O N S . . .
[ i want ] – to leave
[ i love ] – when i iwas oblivios
[ i miss ] – courtney and katherine 
[ i fear ] – the future
[ i hear ] – a movie
[i wonder ] – why girls are so mean

F I V E* T H I N G S * Y O U * L O V E * T O * D O
1. laugh
2. talk
3. eat
4. shop
5. hang out with my friends. 

F I V E * T H I N G S * T H A T * A N N O Y * Y O U
- liers
- pop ups
- school/homework
- people who gossip.
- people who judge you.

F I V E * T H I N G S * Y O U * D O * E V E R Y D A Y
- sleep
- talk
- think "why me?"
- yawn.
- eat

O N E * P E R S O N * Y O U * C O U L D * S P E N D * Y O U R* L I F E * W I T H * F O R E V E R
- oh definately.. that.. uhh.

W H E N * W A S * T H E * L A S T * T I M E * Y O U . . .
Smiled :: gym
Frowned :: two seconds ago
Laughed :: like 1 hour ago
Got Mad ::  2 hours ago.
Cried :: two days ago
Were in love :: why bother? they wouldnt love me back.
Got confused :: today
Lied :: today

A N 0 T H E R * 0 N E
[ be serious or be funny ] – funny
[ coke or pepsi ] –  pepsi
[ single or taken ] – obviously single 
[ read or write ] – read
[ color or black-and-white photos ] – color
[ sunrise or sunset ] – sunset  
[ is it pop or soda ] – pop
[ x or o in tic-tac-toe ] - x
[ eat an apple or an orange ] – apple  
[ tall members of the opposite sex or short ] –  tall
[ what is your biggest fear in the world ] – being kidnapped
[ sandals or sneakers ] – sandles
[ singing or dancing ] –singing

yah.

so im better...sort of. For the past 3 or something days, ive been craving a melting orange popsicle. the kind with the jokes on it. the brand called "popsicle." yes, it has to be melting, and yes it has to be orange. so if you want to give me one, ill love you forever.

--edit: i definately love love love my mother right now. she came home from the store and brought, yes, a orange popsicle. YUM. im eating it right now this definately makes my day.

do you want to know the joke? ok, here it is:

Q: who won the zombie race?
A: it was dead even

heh heh. gotta love popsicle jokes
 

im sick. i have the whole cold deal, fever and everything. im feeling better so i thought id update. i hope i get better soon.

i say "a" uhh. not ayy. uh. like "i have uh fever" etc etc. do u?

i know this is random stuff. but im sick. i can be weird if i want to.

[i dont know what to say. cuz im very borrrrring.]

jenny lynne.

sometimes i wonder how we know the world is round. i mean, what if its really flat, like all those people opposing columbus thought..

but, well, its not.

[depressed]